you saw the real me
or so you thought
but this thruth is,
i want to drowned in this black lake
i cant feel the pain, and know you won't
i want to let this all go, but the pain don't
it don't love what its taking away
soon, i hopefully will reach a day
where i will see what my pain has hidden
no matter how my pain has forbidden
forbidden the pain and love i need
it causes my wrists to bleed
it causes my eyes to tear
it causes me more fear
the darkened day
will leave me this way
scars on my heart
and scars on my wrist
i've fellin something hit me
hard like a fist
it makes me want more
even though, it knocks me to the floor
the cold sharp air
stabs me like a spear
i been felling this pain,
get worse everyday
i cannot move
the pain has left me to lay
on the floor
cant wait to get hit by this door